December 2010
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its gone
forgottenhate:
i wish i knew you. i wish i had one memory, one touch. I wonder what my life would have been like if you kept me. would it be better or worse? would i be off at college or would i be where i am now. would i have been at the same high school. would life be exactly the same only you would be my mom? would i still have loved her…? would i be in this situation.
i think the worse...
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Day 7 Challenge One
Post your favorite quote:
“We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give”
- Winston Churchill
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Day 7 Challenge Two
Think of the last person you hugged. What would you do if they vanished completely?
I would be very sad if this person vanished. If they vanished I would have only one friend on my indoor track team if this person vanished. I wouldn’t have a long jump buddy, I wouldn’t have anyone to take my mark, or watch me jump. I wouldn’t have a left handed buddy, I wouldn’t have...
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uh oh.. not again
uuuggghhhhh… I knew this would happen again. Happiness never lasts. I must have been crazy to think that it would. I thought I was done feeling alone, sad, upset, disappointed, forgotten, confused, frustrated, mad, and unhappy. Just for once I thought I could believe that I was done feeling terrible, but no. It was awful for a period, and then something good happened. I actually started to...
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Day 6 Challenge Two
Talk about a recent experience that has effected you greatly and how.
wow… these are intense. hmmm… This one might seem very simple, but thats ok. So for christmas my best friend and i exchanged gifts. one of the things she gave me was this quote framed. it read
“Faith is to be sure of things we hope for and to be certain of things we cannont see. hebrews 11:1”
I felt...
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Day 6 Challenge One
Im technically a day late, but i cant sleep so heres the day i missed.
When was the last time you were truly honest with someone? What was it about?
hmnm… ohhh i know. The last time that I was truely honest with someone was i think on monday or tuesday night. It actually was about a bunch of things. I admitted some stuff that i didnt want to admit to myself about friends and about me....
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love is a song
Everyday that comes; every year gone by writes the ballad of you and I. Every sound I hear, ringing out so clear rites the ballad of you and I.
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Dear Girls,
Just because it zips doesn’t mean it fits.
Sincerely, Camel Toe & Muffin Top.
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Day 5 Challenge Two
Pick a song that projects the same mood as your day or week and explain.
I wanted this to be a more thoughtful song, but I think Taylor Swifts Fearless projects the same mood as my day. The song is about how you have fears and doubts, but yet you go for it, whatever it is, anyway. Today I was greatly intimidated, and when that happens, I find I start to not care and almost give up. However I had...
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Day 5 Challenge One
Write about a period of time in your life where things were not so good:
I feel like most of the time, things are not that great but sometimes are worse than others. From about the end of september to about the end of november things were just awful. I was always in the worst mood from the time i woke up and especially at night. I pretended things were all ok, but really they were not and I think...
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gooddd day:)
today was an AWESOME day… i really needed a day like this. jumped 15 ft today and qualified automatically for sectionals in long jump, had a realllyyyy fun time with you at the meet :):) heheh. and then got accepted into college with a $13,000 scholarship!!
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flying
Flying to nowhere is better than somewhere
hi :)
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Day 4 Challenege 2
Day 4:
What do you think it means to be in love?
I think people tend to confuse being in love and loving something or someone a lot. To be in love is to see someone as you want to see them. To be in love is controlled mainly by your mind and emotions. However to love is a different story. To love someone or something is letting your mind be open to see the person as they really are. Seeing and...
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Day 3 challenge 2
Day 3:
Where have you been spending your time lately? Three/Five/Ten years ago would you have expected to be there?
hmmm… spending time lately… well its now winter break so im not really at school. but say it wasnt winter break i think i would say that it would be school and track practice. if not a physical location i would say that ive been spending a LOT of time on tumblr :) I...
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Day 3 & 4 Challenege One
Oh my god i forgot a day :( well heres day 3 & 4
Day 3:
If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do?
I think I would probably eat some favorite foods, go see old friends and talk those i couldnt see in person. eat some skittles, listen to favorite music. Go to church one last time, and get some good sleep.
Day 4:
Write about a period of time in your life where things...
“I am tired of being the second best, the third best, the fourth, fifth, sixth.....”
– (via jocelynpadilla1986)
the color of dreams: I'm sick of perpetually... →
dearcatyxo:
I always feel hugely inadequate when I see people getting what they want & I don’t. Even when they get what they don’t want but it’s something that I want, I can’t help but hurt.
I wonder if I’ll ever finally achieve what I’m striving for, or if getting even the smallest things will be one, huge…
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under my skin
I cannot find a way to describe it. It’s there inside all I do is hide. I wish that it would just go away. What would you do, you do if you knew. What would you do. All the pain I thought I knew. All the thoughts lead back to you. Back to what was never said. Back and forth inside my head. I can’t handle this confusion, I’m unable come and take me away. I feel like I am all...
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Day two challenge two:
Who are you? In comparison to who you used to be. What made you change?
This one has made me think, like really think. Lets start with who i used to be. Looking back at who i used to be i think i was a girl who had nothing to be sad from. nothing had gone wrong yet. I just lovee life, and people. I used to not think too hard about what I did or why i did it, i just did what i did. I never...
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Day Two:
Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years.
ohh wow lets see, best friends over the. years. im def gunna write about Samantha, Zoe & Stephanie, Mallory, and Kristin in this one
Samantha, Snapp-a as i called her. We go back to our diper days in preschool. She was the blonde that everyone loved and i couldnt take it when she wanted to play with someone else but me. Hahah, ive...
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alcohol is lifes natural lubricant - jesse pask
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you start to wonder why you’re here not there
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Day One Challenge Two:
What happened today? If it was the last day of your life, how satisfied would you be with your final hours?
Well lets see… today was Christmas day. I woke up, open my presents, got a macbook pro, walked my dog, watched some tv, helped cook some dinner, ate dinner, walked my dog, watched more tv, walked my dog, and watched deadliest catch :) If today was my last day I think i would be...
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Day One, challenge one:
sooo i finally caved in and decided to do this 30 day challenge… however i found two challenges that im going to do… here we go
post 15 facts about yourself
im left handed
i hate the words moist and dank
im lactose intolerant
i like to sit down and read the dictionary sometimes
im catholic
im allergic to cats
i love tomatoes
st. johns university is my top school
i got a...
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first love
No matter what happens, The first person you love, You will always love no matter who else comes along, He will always be on your mind, And in your heart and just when you think your over him, You see his face and your feelings are back again
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footprints
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give...
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MACBOOK PRO FOR CHRISTMAS!!!
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somebody
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. ‘Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There’s gotta be somebody for me like that. ‘Cause nobody wants to do it on their own and everyone wants to know they’re not alone. There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere. There’s gotta be somebody for me...
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just listen
There’s a girl who sits under the bleachers just another day eating alone. And though she smiles there is something just hiding and she cant find a way to relate. She just goes unnoticed as the crowd passes by and she’ll pretend to be busy when inside she just wants to cry. She’ll say, take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible. Look a little harder, I really really want you to put...
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come home
the fight for you is all i’ve ever known
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I swear it’s you that my heart beats for and it isn’t gonna stop
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Ask Away!!! →
Ask me Questions!!!
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you were on the cross
If I find someone to blame, would it make my life seem easier? Alone, all my friends are asleep and I can’t find anyone to stay awake with me
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weeeee :)
life is so much better when things go right :)
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:D
oh my goddd soo much is happening at once. college applications are in finally :) indoor has had a good start, 3rd place woots!!! school eh, its ok. i probably should be doing better but im trying a lot harder than last year. except my mother doesnt think so. but lets not talk about that now b/c it will ruin my wonderfull day :) sooo my like bfff is going to visit our friend that we met at camp...
“I found Prince Charming. But the problem is, i’m not the Cinderella.”
– (via nstsyadm)
The Musings and Photos of Mallory T.: Day Two: →
ahh this made my day <3 throwing grapes :):):):):):)
seemyghost:
Okay, so I’m a couple days behind … following the trend of everything else this week so it’s all good!
Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years:
Well, there have been quite a few best friends over the years … there’s been Maddi, Caitlin, Travis, Steph, Mila, Maria, it would be…
That Crazy Little Thing Called Love.: I hate it... →
its like your reading my mind. exact same thing happened to me. sostupidinlove:
I hate it when things start to get good, and you get that feeling ‘happeniss’ i think its called. But the happier you get, the stronger that feeling of failure creeps back up on you and you know that something has to happen, that happiness cannot last. Nothing can stay that perfect. I hate that…